Sunday, December 10, 2006

Blank.

He stared.
Stared at the whiteness that was his vision.
As if his surroundings understood him and responded to him their own way, the speakers blared a song that suited his mood.
Mera jeevan kora kaagaz,
kora hi rah gaya


He sniggered at how diaphanous his routine, his lines, his mannerisms had become.
Living in Bombay could do that.
Living and loving Bombay; long enough and strong enough.

Now every time he saw a real life situation unfold in the most normal RKN-esque way, he correlated it with a movie situation and imagined background music.(Violins, prominently)
When he was in Bangalore, a place he still called home, he would think of a book that presented a situation such as it. He liked to believe he was a displaced bhadralok.

He believed himself to be too many things.
He believed it was possible to stand out.
He believed newer cities meant newer possibilities.
He believed possibilities meant no roadblocks.
He believed.
Not so anymore.

Hours had passed since he was staring out the window. He loved windows, metaphorical and otherwise. The horizon that looked all white was now glimmering.
A faint orange.
The clouds seemed to take in the hue too.
The sun was almost to set, but left indelible faint orange tint where he was to dip.
A light, soothing orange.
Tangerine, that was the colour.

The horizon that had since remained blank ushered in a catamaran, swaying but holding strong.
Netting many fish, and possibly not.
Possibilities.

It looked a pretty picture.

6 comments:

The Darkling Thrush said...

it's fiction. i can tell.
and,
it's a beginning.
i wish you wouldn't be so ashamed of it.

after hopping three blogs, i can tell you how beginnings feel.
i can tell you at length how beginnings feel.

and trust me, shameful doesn't figure there.

it's beautiful, because it has *something* i personally know of.

=)

Weltschmerz said...
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Weltschmerz said...

It wasn't so much of being ashamed of what i wrote(i am not) as it was about the alien setting it was in. Seemed it was a little, hypocritical.

We'll call it fiction then. Solves it all.

And thank you, by the way.

The Darkling Thrush said...

(pinnochio, anybody?)

hmm. you really think chucky boy suffers MPD to write so well about it?

you realize that if he knew he was MPD, he wouldn't be MPD, so, infinite loop of no-sense? wa?

chumma scope togobeDa.
how you terrorize comments out of me.

bully.

tangled said...

Insomnia birthed a new blog with no posts, eh?
And the cryptic comments fuel my curiosity. I shall weave scenarios in my head now.

Weltschmerz said...

And you leave the most important bit about the comment out!
Did tangled like it?